i cant sleep, i miss you again
im sorry
i dont even know what the point is for saying sorry now..
i miss you.
:(
:)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
vinhan
It's been too long:)
N: "khanh oi, what number is this V?"
K: "5!"
N: STUPID its 2
...
N: "khanh oi, what number is this V"?
K: "...2"
N: "nopeee its 5!"
... -_-
2:07am 4/23
K: "N what number is it V"
3:04 am
N: " HAHA.5!"
6:34am
K: "its 2"
K: "haha old time joke :)"
N: "no matter what you say, its 5"
:))
N: "What r you doing, its 8:45pm over here"
K: "just woke up, srill in bed listening to yiruma, its 6:45am over here, early.."
N: "what song, i ll play it too"
K: "may27"
N: "hold on i need to go poop"
K: "stink! I can smell it from here -_-"
N: "what song now"
K: "time forgets"
..
N: "you should make twitter"
K: "uhm.."
...
>:D< "Mobile hug! Arms around your phones pleazeeee" hahaha >:D
N: "khanh oi, what number is this V?"
K: "5!"
N: STUPID its 2
...
N: "khanh oi, what number is this V"?
K: "...2"
N: "nopeee its 5!"
... -_-
2:07am 4/23
K: "N what number is it V"
3:04 am
N: " HAHA.5!"
6:34am
K: "its 2"
K: "haha old time joke :)"
N: "no matter what you say, its 5"
:))
N: "What r you doing, its 8:45pm over here"
K: "just woke up, srill in bed listening to yiruma, its 6:45am over here, early.."
N: "what song, i ll play it too"
K: "may27"
N: "hold on i need to go poop"
K: "stink! I can smell it from here -_-"
N: "what song now"
K: "time forgets"
..
N: "you should make twitter"
K: "uhm.."
...
>:D< "Mobile hug! Arms around your phones pleazeeee" hahaha >:D
Friday, April 22, 2011
May27
one of my fav. i've been listening to yiruma again these days. i love this piece, the first time i heard this song, i thought it sounded so happy and content, like you just accomplished sth really great that made you so happy but you couldnt really express all that feeling at once
i just figured out that he wrote this for his wedding day May27 haha, they must've been really happy. it's so sweettt :D
kinda remind me of when i was in primary school, i used to want Canon in D as my wedding song :*
Sunday, April 17, 2011
UP !
Thursday, April 14, 2011
mimosa hill :)
i got an email from tammie, saying she 's at Da Lat right now and she went to the hill where we used to take photos together
i remember us climbing up on to a small hill called Mimosa. we were screaming our throats out and flashing water down the hill. and we were just sitting there for awhile, looking up to the sky and talking about how life would go by in a blink of an eye, how what if we ended up in different places in this huge world.
i remember the sky was clear, not too dark, not too bright, we saw some farmers working in their fields from far away, she asked me if they could hear our scream. and i remember at that very second i told myself to cherish that moment, to really feel it to the fullest cause i knew it would be gone. i wanted to make sure that when many years pass by later, i would still be able to recall that feeling, to be with your smartass crazy cheesy bestest friend on top of a breezy hill in a chilly afternoon, to just sit there worrying about absolutely nothing but the company of each other, to keep silent for a really long time knowing that the person next to you was thinking and feeling the same way you were.. :) "those are the moments that stand alone and never falter".. too much to think for a 13 year old:) i still think a lot, which is really annoying sometimes
tammie bogoshipeo yo :< that makes us sound old lol youre 20 already, im getting there. 9 years are a lot of time wow :) this is random but i told her i know this guy who broke up with his gf of 10 years, i was like wtf---------
and we were both like "dont you ever break up with me ;p or i ll kill us both" muahaha, we're so homo.. jk
she's not even like a best friend, she's my other half. YOURE MY SMARTASS CRAZY CHEESY OTHER HALF YOU HEAR MEEEEEEEE. b!tch i hope she have fun on her vacation while i stuck with school and an ochem exam next monday :x
my other best friend used to say that i had been living in the past for too long. i did.
i couldnt help it.
now i learn not to sink too deeply but carry it with me along the way:)
pp say memories can be a burden, they remind you of beautiful things that you know you can never get back, or hurtful things you can never forget. i thought memories are blesses, tho it hurts sometimes, or everytime. they remind me that things happened, once, for a reason that made me where i am right now. isnt it beautiful itself? Minnie said "dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened" :)
i dont even know how i can remember certain things so clearly, like how i remember all the actors n actress' names from a drama i last watched years ago.. why cant i remember ochem n bio that well :|
i made a wish long time ago that i could go back to that mimosa hill with her once again, i wonder how old we will be then. Tammie, you and i, we are now like 2 people of 2 different worlds that r trying our best to collide :) silly us. it's half the world away. i used to love this song called Hey Delilah by Plain White Tees, there is one part of the lyric that 's like
"1000 miles seem pretty far
but they 've got planes and trains and cars
i ll walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
but we ll just laugh along because we know that none of them has felt this way
tammie i can promise you
that by the time we get thru
the worlddddd will never ever be the same"
:)
i dont remember how long the earth circumference is hmmmmm 25000 miles ?? so from my place to your place is probably 12500 miles. im pretty sure im not gonna walk to you.. or drive.. or swim
but when that time finally comes, i can imagine myself with a huge grin on my face but crying my eyes out, like.. always:)
"love may travel so far but it ll take you to where you belong", and because the earth is round, pp who love each other will be back together :)
i also received minnie's email today, asking why i deactivated fb. it was troublesome i guess, seeing things you dont want to see. she said wongfu had their newest trailer uploaded for a short movie that is coming soon. its called "strangers, again". it's about relationship. everything on youtube is about relationships.. and puppies and cats.. jk
i miss her too, and my vinhan too :| at times i miss us together so much i could actually feel some kind of ache inside.. but well, we were parts of each other.. yea, were, but im glad it happened:)
i have never felt fully happy about my life after i moved, still i think im blessed to have such great pp as parts of my life. each of them hold each piece of memory of me :)
my current friends are great too :) i cant imagine how hard it could have been without all the fun times with them.
im one lucky girl, right grandma !!
why am i talking too much tonight? it's 3 am right now, and instead of studying for ochem or sleeping, i actually sit here typing these shit, smh
goodnight world:)
i remember us climbing up on to a small hill called Mimosa. we were screaming our throats out and flashing water down the hill. and we were just sitting there for awhile, looking up to the sky and talking about how life would go by in a blink of an eye, how what if we ended up in different places in this huge world.
i remember the sky was clear, not too dark, not too bright, we saw some farmers working in their fields from far away, she asked me if they could hear our scream. and i remember at that very second i told myself to cherish that moment, to really feel it to the fullest cause i knew it would be gone. i wanted to make sure that when many years pass by later, i would still be able to recall that feeling, to be with your smartass crazy cheesy bestest friend on top of a breezy hill in a chilly afternoon, to just sit there worrying about absolutely nothing but the company of each other, to keep silent for a really long time knowing that the person next to you was thinking and feeling the same way you were.. :) "those are the moments that stand alone and never falter".. too much to think for a 13 year old:) i still think a lot, which is really annoying sometimes
tammie bogoshipeo yo :< that makes us sound old lol youre 20 already, im getting there. 9 years are a lot of time wow :) this is random but i told her i know this guy who broke up with his gf of 10 years, i was like wtf---------
and we were both like "dont you ever break up with me ;p or i ll kill us both" muahaha, we're so homo.. jk
she's not even like a best friend, she's my other half. YOURE MY SMARTASS CRAZY CHEESY OTHER HALF YOU HEAR MEEEEEEEE. b!tch i hope she have fun on her vacation while i stuck with school and an ochem exam next monday :x
my other best friend used to say that i had been living in the past for too long. i did.
i couldnt help it.
now i learn not to sink too deeply but carry it with me along the way:)
pp say memories can be a burden, they remind you of beautiful things that you know you can never get back, or hurtful things you can never forget. i thought memories are blesses, tho it hurts sometimes, or everytime. they remind me that things happened, once, for a reason that made me where i am right now. isnt it beautiful itself? Minnie said "dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened" :)
i dont even know how i can remember certain things so clearly, like how i remember all the actors n actress' names from a drama i last watched years ago.. why cant i remember ochem n bio that well :|
i made a wish long time ago that i could go back to that mimosa hill with her once again, i wonder how old we will be then. Tammie, you and i, we are now like 2 people of 2 different worlds that r trying our best to collide :) silly us. it's half the world away. i used to love this song called Hey Delilah by Plain White Tees, there is one part of the lyric that 's like
"1000 miles seem pretty far
but they 've got planes and trains and cars
i ll walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
but we ll just laugh along because we know that none of them has felt this way
tammie i can promise you
that by the time we get thru
the worlddddd will never ever be the same"
:)
i dont remember how long the earth circumference is hmmmmm 25000 miles ?? so from my place to your place is probably 12500 miles. im pretty sure im not gonna walk to you.. or drive.. or swim
but when that time finally comes, i can imagine myself with a huge grin on my face but crying my eyes out, like.. always:)
"love may travel so far but it ll take you to where you belong", and because the earth is round, pp who love each other will be back together :)
i also received minnie's email today, asking why i deactivated fb. it was troublesome i guess, seeing things you dont want to see. she said wongfu had their newest trailer uploaded for a short movie that is coming soon. its called "strangers, again". it's about relationship. everything on youtube is about relationships.. and puppies and cats.. jk
i miss her too, and my vinhan too :| at times i miss us together so much i could actually feel some kind of ache inside.. but well, we were parts of each other.. yea, were, but im glad it happened:)
i have never felt fully happy about my life after i moved, still i think im blessed to have such great pp as parts of my life. each of them hold each piece of memory of me :)
my current friends are great too :) i cant imagine how hard it could have been without all the fun times with them.
im one lucky girl, right grandma !!
why am i talking too much tonight? it's 3 am right now, and instead of studying for ochem or sleeping, i actually sit here typing these shit, smh
goodnight world:)
Sunday, April 10, 2011
husky!!!
i hugged a husky for the first time in my entire life xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
he was soooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and softttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
he looked like a purebred Siberian. i want a dog so bad!
he was soooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and softttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
he looked like a purebred Siberian. i want a dog so bad!