I made a friend super happy today, and I feel good! :D 

Btw here s a pic of Matt being the gorgeous human he is😱 Im on the 5th book "city of lost souls" now and I just cant even😭 "emotionalrollercoasterneverstops

I woke up 30' ago, thought i had slept pass 8 and had a mini heart attack, but it turned out to be 0625.

I dislike early morning in a way. The dim rays of light creeping through the window curtain somehow makes me feel strangely vulnearable. 

I have so much uncertainly in me over the past few weeks... All the courage I clumsily collected have seemed to slip right through my fingers as soon as I picked them up. 

Early morning asks me the same question over and over again: When will my life start to make sense? 

SOBS

Matthew Daddario 😭😭😭😭😭

Where do they find this perfect cast?😭😭😭😭😭 

I am having a reflux and my stomach is killing me😭😭😭😭😭

I have finished City of Bones, Ashes, and Glasses over the week I went to DC and yesterday I started on Bane Chronicles and now I have too much FEELSSSSS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 

#emotionalbreakdown #mentalbreakdown #SOBS

Why Malec why😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ugr what are books and why do they do this to me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I hate books why do they exist😭😭😭😭😭😭 

Oh man I wish I own the whole collections... that physical touch of paper on my fingertips😭😭😭😭 the smell of paper..😭😭😭

Cant wait to read them all..

Back to work tomorrow..

Is there an alternate dimension where everyone lives happily in bed with an endless magical bookshelf?😭😭😭😭

I also encountered this flawless human being called Matthew Daddario and damn.. talk about good gene😱😱😱 

And I need to finish Bane Chronicles😭

And the remains of Mortal Instruments😭

And Infernal Devices😭 

And so many more sequels😭

And so many other books😭

Bottom line is that I have too much feels and Im an emotional wreck and can I stay forever in bed under my blanket sobbing and reading to my heart's content #somebodyhelps #thethingsbooksdotoyou