just downloaded a bunch of movies and gonna watch letter to juliet now. same girl from dear john n she has amazing blonde hair and pretty eyes! italy is so beautiful. wish i had netflix tho.
summer feels really great. i start to enjoy every bit of it.
i also got back in the habit of writing diary everyday. like literally write it down in a notebook. last time i wrote was back in freshman year in hs?

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned." - Buddha

i used to tell omma how i've never felt truly happy ever since we moved, tho it's been almost 4 years. it gets really lonely at times.
but today i felt so blessed seeing all the efforts they did for me.

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battle ground trip was really great. my friends are such dorks:x
i sat on a rock near the lake for almost an hour, spacing out. it felt good after.
so many cute fluffy fat dogs running around.

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woke up so many times during the night with ipod charger, phone charger and earphones all tangled around my neck. the heck..

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the first time i watched My Sassy Girl was back in 6th or 7th grade. i remembered going to Diamond plaza cinema with omma n bro, and we ate Lotteria after. i thought it was hella funny and was rofl.
2 days ago i watched it again. the feeling was different.

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i wanna go to Venice.
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that's pretty much enough randomness for a night. goodnight world.

3:32am

"some try to forget, some tend to dwell. me? i will do neither" - places we should have gone to

life is so unpredictable.

no pain comes without a purpose

dont give up on love :)


i remember the first time i had my heart broken, i was at lost and did not know what to do. and i wondered how many times this would happen again in life. it took 4 years and a half to heal


later on..


the second time took 1 year and 9 months


the third time took 8 months


all kinds of worries, confusing thoughts, fucking up, waiting, expectation, disappointment, being led on, false hopes, mixed signals, GAMES, lies and truth.. i sometimes tried so hard to laugh, to appreciate all the happy little things in life, just to lie in bed at night and realize i was still in the same position i was trying to escape from. i missed those times when i could fall asleep without worrying about anything.


everytime when i thought i could finally get a break between all the heartbreaks, another unexpected guy came around and messed my life up again. i'm the youngest and the least experienced among my friends, but sometimes it's sad how people are too quick to judge. they look at your life and assume you have nothing to worry about. a smile can hide so much. everyone is fighting their own wars.


im still at lost. but looking back on those years, what really matters isn't how many times you 've had your heart broken, but how many times you overcame it.


it takes times.. and im willing to wait.


i guess everyone needs different amount of times. in my case, at some points i felt like it could take forever. and soon enough, before i even realized it, it was over and someone else came then we repeat the cycle again. how ironic.


but if there is anything that i learned, dont give up on love :) the beginning is usually scary and the ending is usually sad, so make whatever in between worth remembering. dont take someone for granted. let go. forgive yourself. give before you take. treat the person the way you want your daughter or son to be treated by their future partners. try before you give up. actions speak louder than words. assumption is the root of all problems. have some respect.


love yourself.
know where you stand, dont lose yourself on the process of chasing something.
trust in God's timing.


dont give up on love :)

"im coming home. im coming home. let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday. i know my kingdom awaits. and they've forgiven my mistakes."-im coming home-jcole-skylar grey

when five fell

"she tells me she wants to be a raindrop. she doesnt mind falling, as long as she's not alone. And raindrops are never alone." - When Five Fell@Wongfu

Good morning sunshines :D

june4 :)

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