tammie said i changed a lot, so did i.
she thinks im much more quiet now. i think she still talks a lot and complains a lot more Haha.
we started telling each other about what happened in the past 4 years that made us who we are right now. i realized i didnt remember anything but tough times, mean people, hurtful words.. that's not so true, is it? i did have some good memories somewhere.
i tore up.
i knew it was gonna be hard and it was really hard growing up.
there were times when i felt like i was living in a world that i didnt belong to; there was another world that i knew i was no longer a part of.

i admit, things are a lot better now:) though i think im currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out who i am and what i want to do in life.

*i just took a five minute break to kill one mother effing spider in the ceiling ++___++ i dont think i can sleep tonight T____T

but yea, shitlife happens. i like the way it is now :) a lot less troublesome.

but she fell asleep while i was talking so i ended up here writing this blog. the firework was specially prettier tonight because of ME!!! no i wish... i guess it's saturday so they decided to shoot more firework. my fav is the one that sparkles; they look like golden babystars falling down from the sky:D

we drove around downtown san diego this morning and im loving this city.
im still coughing my lungs out and my nose is still stuffed and i've been blowing my nose so many times that i have reindeer nose now. ugh.

off to bed and happy tumbling now :D g'night world~~