it has been a whole year. this day last year everything was so different. now everyone is going on their own ways. friendship is such a luxury thing i cant afford. i have learnt and i have lost. i prefer the way things are now. we're all right where we should be. lets just gently place the past in a box and put it away.
i was walking aimlessly in circle and now im back to the beginning, yet this same old spot seems different. while i didnt pay attention, it changed without a word, leaving me so familiar yet so distant now. it's a good thing.
im currently at hood river resorts. the night breeze feels really good. i need some fresh air; i've been feeling suffocated lately. i love the air here. my room has a big window that looks out to the river, green trees, blue sky and such. it's nice sometimes to forget the daily routines and escape to a refreshing atmosphere like this.
it's nice, sometimes, to forget.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Monday, March 5, 2012
ever happen to listen to a song and the lyric is so relevant it gives you chills?
I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life? Tell me how's your family., I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever. We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why, because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times. I watched you laughing from the passenger side, realized that I loved you in the fall. And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."...
And I go back to December all the time...
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't, so if the chain is on your door, I understand...
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."...
I go back to December all the time...
You've been good, busier than ever. We small talk, work and the weather,
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times. I watched you laughing from the passenger side, realized that I loved you in the fall. And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."...
And I go back to December all the time...
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't, so if the chain is on your door, I understand...
So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."...
I go back to December all the time...
