it has been a whole year. this day last year everything was so different. now everyone is going on their own ways. friendship is such a luxury thing i cant afford. i have learnt and i have lost. i prefer the way things are now. we're all right where we should be. lets just gently place the past in a box and put it away.
i was walking aimlessly in circle and now im back to the beginning, yet this same old spot seems different. while i didnt pay attention, it changed without a word, leaving me so familiar yet so distant now. it's a good thing.
im currently at hood river resorts. the night breeze feels really good. i need some fresh air; i've been feeling suffocated lately. i love the air here. my room has a big window that looks out to the river, green trees, blue sky and such. it's nice sometimes to forget the daily routines and escape to a refreshing atmosphere like this.
it's nice, sometimes, to forget.
