I think that's what happens when you open up to people, you get judged.

So I taught myself to keep it all inside, hug it to sleep, say hi to it when I wake up, carry it with me to live on, and maybe accept it one day, and maybe I can really let go one day. 

And maybe I can be at peace with myself again one day. 

And maybe I can be at peace with myself  even if it's still next to me one day.