I never trust anyone or anything.
People will continue to disappoint you just like how you will disappoint them. Why trying...?
I build walls around me to keep them away
I prefer to be alone. I don't feel lonely.
I find comfort in solitude.
I find my balance in solitude.
I find contentment and simple joy in solitude.
Once in a while, someone came along and I slowly learnt to break down my walls to let them through
Then from time to time I build those walls back up.
I want know how to learn to trust people again, especially those who hurt your feelings without knowing,
Those who push you away a little more without knowing,
Those who make you love them a little less without knowing,
Those who make you feel lonely without knowing,
Those who damage you enough to make you take a step back without knowing,
Those who probably deserve a second chance ,
Those who probably need you to not give up on them,
Those who happen to hurt you on the process of mending themselves,
I want to learn to trust someone again after all that.
But the walls are thick and steady, and I just want to sleep.