Monday, October 24, 2016

Trust.


I never trust anyone or anything.

People will continue to disappoint you just like how you will disappoint them. Why trying...?

I build walls around me to keep them away

I prefer to be alone. I don't feel lonely. 

I find comfort in solitude.

I find my balance in solitude.

I find contentment and simple joy in solitude.

Once in a while, someone came along and I slowly learnt to break down my walls to let them through

Then from time to time I build those walls back up.

I want know how to learn to trust people again, especially those who hurt your feelings without knowing,

Those who push you away a little more without knowing,

Those who make you love them a little less without knowing,

Those who make you feel lonely without knowing,

Those who damage you enough to make you take a step back without knowing,

Those who probably deserve a second chance ,

Those who probably need you to not give up on them,

Those who happen to hurt you on the process of mending themselves,

I want to learn to trust someone again after all that.

But the walls are thick and steady, and I just want to sleep.