You think you're slowly learning to understand and accept someone, until you realize they have always been looking for someone else in you. It's a bitter mixture of betrayal, disappointment, self-loathing, and a bit loneliness.
But you remind yourself "this is not the first person and this is not the first time", you will be okay. Dont take negative things to heart. Dont let it make you bitter.
I care a little too much about people. I have always been. I see myself in their shoes a little too often, Im not sure why I do that, it comes a bit natural like an old habit, maybe more often than I should, so I go an extra mile doing things for them the way I hope someone would do for me, to make them a little more comfortable. I grew up like that and I live my life like that. It's both a blessing and a curse, because people like me don't get noticed. We get taken for granted. We get mistaken for the things we don't do over all the things we have done.
