Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Day 549

:( I miss JS

I’m half awake. I want to write more these days..

I’m at mom’s house today, so I miss the kids too.

We brought pizza to the ED today..

These days I just want to spend time w the kids and my plants 🌱 
Wouldn’t it be nice to just be w the kids n the plants for a long long time without any body around?


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Im thankful for good music. 
Forever Rain and Seoul during a rainy drive back home from a 10hr shift; 4 o’clock on early mornings when I feel blue, when it’s dark outside and the trees are still asleep; Song Request during 5am ride to work, when the sky is grey with a tinge of pastel.
I always feel very blessed that I can see colors and that I can hear. I get to see splendid sunset sky, the wild flowers and the evergreens, autumn tree farms when all the leaves put on such warm yellow coat,
and good music, melodies that tug at my heartstrings, lyrics that speak quietly to me when I can’t seem to find a word.
They get me by.

I also get to see my kids, their sleepy contented look when I cup their faces in my hands , their paws kneading on my blanket. I rest my head on their chest listening to the soothing rhythmic purrs.

Being able to see and to hear is really a blessing. 

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