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My boys won AMA AOTY tonight, first ever for Asian artists. I’m so so proud. It’s almost emotionally overwhelmed.. thinking of the past 8 years, the 1st won, 1st Daesang, 1st tour, 1st TSA, each climb up the h100… the time we worked so hard to support butter and PTD and MU… each of us in our own abilities. Im so so proud. They have worked incredibly hard and overcame so many trials and setbacks. Each time Im reminded of the 7 young underdogs in 2013. Jungkook was just 16.. now he’s 24

Namjoonie Yoongi Seokjinie Hobi Jiminie Taehyungie Jungkookie. Im so proud of you guys. Our sowoozoo. Our magic shop. Our 2!3! Our zero o’clock.

Sleep tight.

🤦🏻‍♀️

 Mcat score is in 7hrs I physically feel like I’m gonna vomit thinking about clicking that “get my score” button 

August 14, 2021

 Tonight is maybe the first night of my life that I had an anxiety attack and bounced back well. Fear and doubt took over and my heart was beating loud and fast i could almost feel the ache physically. I asked myself “what if it all works out :) ?” and for a short moment I did believe with all my heart that it will work out. Not because I think I can achieve that goal, but because i know, in that brief moment, that I can work it out and still be happy even if I can not reach that goal. I will adapt, survive and thrive, and I will be happy in life no matter what. 

It was a really short moment but it was the first time i didn't feel suffocated. 

It was a tiny tiny ray of faith and self-reassurance that ripples :)

What if it all works out :)?

It will always work out Krystal :)

"Monday"

“there is a place in the heart that 

will never be filled 

a space 

and even during the 

best moments 

and 

the greatest times 

we will know it 

we will know it 

more than 

ever 

there is a place in the heart that 

will never be filled 

and 

we will wait 

and 

wait 

in that space.”

- No help for that, Charles Bulowski

I know you’re hesitating because, even if you speak your true heart, 

it all comes back as scars 

I won’t say obvious things like ‘cheer up,’ 

- 

I do believe your galaxy 

I want to listen to your melody, 

the stars of your galaxy 

will embroider your sky 

At the end of my despair, I found you at last, 

don’t forget 

you’re the last reason for me who was standing on the edge of cliff.

Live 

-

On a day you hate being yourself, on a day you want to disappear forever, 

let’s build a door in your mind 

Once you open the door and enter, this place will wait for you 

It’s okay to believe Magic Shop that will comfort you 

Would you believe if I told you that I, too, was afraid of everything- 

all the true hearts and all the remaining time 

All your answers are in this place where you found, 

in your galaxy, in your mind 

You gave me the best of me 

So you’ll give you the best of you 

You found me. You recognized me 

You’ll find the galaxy inside you 

So show me

"I'll show you"

-Magic Shop