Tonight is maybe the first night of my life that I had an anxiety attack and bounced back well. Fear and doubt took over and my heart was beating loud and fast i could almost feel the ache physically. I asked myself “what if it all works out :) ?” and for a short moment I did believe with all my heart that it will work out. Not because I think I can achieve that goal, but because i know, in that brief moment, that I can work it out and still be happy even if I can not reach that goal. I will adapt, survive and thrive, and I will be happy in life no matter what.
It was a really short moment but it was the first time i didn't feel suffocated.
It was a tiny tiny ray of faith and self-reassurance that ripples :)
What if it all works out :)?
It will always work out Krystal :)
