Tuesday, August 24, 2021

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 Mcat score is in 7hrs I physically feel like I’m gonna vomit thinking about clicking that “get my score” button 

Sunday, August 15, 2021

August 14, 2021

 Tonight is maybe the first night of my life that I had an anxiety attack and bounced back well. Fear and doubt took over and my heart was beating loud and fast i could almost feel the ache physically. I asked myself “what if it all works out :) ?” and for a short moment I did believe with all my heart that it will work out. Not because I think I can achieve that goal, but because i know, in that brief moment, that I can work it out and still be happy even if I can not reach that goal. I will adapt, survive and thrive, and I will be happy in life no matter what. 

It was a really short moment but it was the first time i didn't feel suffocated. 

It was a tiny tiny ray of faith and self-reassurance that ripples :)

What if it all works out :)?

It will always work out Krystal :)