i just finished this chapter in this book. i turn to the new chapter, read couples of lines then turn back to the old chapter and re-read some parts of it. then i turn back again to the new one, read like a page then turn back to the old chapter again. put that on repeat for 675871878 times or so, i wanna burn my book.
there is this girl i know, she's not doing so well. i think she has dysthymia and major depression, that's what they said. i want to help but i dont know how to. i see her everyday at school and she laughs a lot around people but her smile isnt convincing at all. i told her i dont know how to help her thru but i can promise she doesnt have to face it alone. isnt it sad? that feeling when you have to go through sth so terrible and youre the only one in the world who knows that.
i love everything about autumn; the smell of wet soil after the rain, the colors, moist in the air, jeans, hoodies and scarf, cuddling C: cold sunny afternoon, the night sky... today was gorgeous, and next week ll be all sunny. should of take a walk in the park but i slept in too much during weekends -_- i didnt leave the bed till 6pm yesterday... there's sth wrong with me... got some shopping done tho C:
it's 2:40am, im feeling some pancake and boba. think imma go to original hotcake house next week.
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| view from my roomc: |
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| pinwheels<3 |
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| i made this thing for autumn c: |
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| i dont even know what this is.. |
