Wednesday, May 23, 2012
it s been 2 days, im still not over the fact that i failed my bio exam on monday.
Usually it takes 20 mins to get to school during that hour. Apparently there was a big crash so the police blocked 2 lanes during traffice hour, so i ended up being stuck on free way for an hour and a half. By the time i got to school i had like 19 mins to do 50 MC. I can never do test while panicking but i tried to finish like 36 37 of them, and got 27 right, so like 72~75%. But over all is 27/50 is like what.. a G?...
I was confident i could have gotten 85~90% if i had enough time. I studied so much for this one since my first one was bad. My head and hand hurt from taking too many notes. The test seemed easy since i recognized all the concepts. My prof usually gave out questions that make you think a bit, but i couldnt bc i was running out of time.
I dont know what to say anymore..... I should of left the house few hours early? Or i should of gone to school in the morning? Or there shouldnt have been a car crash?
I was so disappointed i wished i could blame it on someone, but there was really no one else to blame on but my stupid reckless self.
Right after the test, I ran out to the empty area next to hoffman hall to bawl my eyes out cause i couldnt control my frustration any longer. I hate crying and feeling weak and shit, but ...
...so I stayed there for 2 hours and went home looking like a person w severe allergy, swollen pop out eyes, rudolph nose, ghostly pale face from lack of sleep for the entire week. I couldnt even feel blood running under my face. Do i sound dramatic? This is just my