As in location, somewhere bright, warm, green, dry, some rainy days, snows in winter, chilly in spring, somewhere i can see the sky, less noise, quiet .. Etc..
I ve always want to travel to korea and japan, or pretty much everywhere, all the states, Europe, italy, spain, france, denmark-the happiest place in the world, dubai-where locates the tallest building in the world, ... I would love to stay in korea and japan for awhile, just trying to adapt to the life there and explore.
Lastly i want to come back to vietnam too. My bestfriend and i still need to visit mimosa hill where we once were, yelling at the of our lungs lying next to each other and taking all the burdens in the world off our shoulders. Yeah we need to go back one more time. Its been almost 10 years.
10 years sound very .. enormous..
As in position, i wanna be where my parents, brother and family are, my grandparents, my uncles and aunts, and where my close friends are. But it seems to be an unclear future.
I want to have a job i enjoy doing. If i can learn lots of money it ll be great. I want to take my parents to travel around. Get my dad a great camera, a boat and a badminton court (lol the court is a bit too much). Go hiking with my mom and we ll be sitting on the top of the mountain looking at a beautiful sight in warm sunlight. I wanna take my mom to korea and japan with me too. She can try fishcakes on the street. I wanna go to Taiwan or Thailand to see sky lantern festival with her.
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I just really hope i can sit my parents down one day and tell them i can now take full care of them so they can rest. I just hope they re still around and healthy when im able to do so.
I also want at least 2 dogs. And a big house.
Lasty i want my own happy family :)
The other day i told my friend that i wanted 2 dogs for wedding presents from the guy and she said im easy. Lol maybe. I ve never really looked into wedding routines and stuffs so i dont know specifically what the bride or the bride family wants for the wedding. i ve never felt like i need properties from people, not even my own parents. Before i get married i wanna make sure im rich haha. House, vacations, furnitures, housewares, i can afford them on my own. There r things i cant do by myself. there will be time when i need a shoulder, someone who isnt going to give up, someone s willing to give me their time.. 50 years?.. Is 50 years too much for ask for?.. I just think time is the most uncertain thing in the world. Its sth we prove as we walk down the road, not sth to promise.. Some people say love is the most uncertain thing. I dont agree. I dont think you can unlove someone. Lost love is still love, in another form. I dont know what love really is, but i know lots of things that look like love, but they arent. I think we live in a culture where we dont love each other, but we re afraid to be alone, or we re afraid to see them with someone else. So we call it love and stick with each other. Of course that doesnt mean for all, but yeah..
Im off topic again.
I think people underestimate the power they have to make themselves happy. There r boundaries theyre afraid to cross and routines theyre afraid to be left out of, because of the age or self image or whatever.
In 10 years i wanna see myself happy :)
