I havent writen for a few days. I wanted to write sth but everytime i found myself staring at the blank page putting feelings into words and forcing words to come out.
Its getting really cold lately. I just barely recovered from a cold. And bc of the cold last week i left really lifeless, but my friends were really nice they took care of me and comforted me. I appreciated very much. But they fed me too much -_- since im almost alright now i may start working out again this week. its just too cold.
These last few days i had lots of fun. Finally had some spare time to dine out and catch up with friends. (Im lying i have tons of craps to do i just pretent i had time). i also caught up with TA and ceci. Bought some new clothes. Cleaned my room a bit etc..
Everyone is planning for their grad and it scares me. Im way behind... I switched to volunteer at pharmacy dept and it made me realize how much i dont want to remember all the med brand names... I dont even know what do to now. I guess i ll figure it out somehow..
"If you dont know where youre going, any road will take you there." -
A friend of mine was drunk the other day and she talked to me bout our friendship and i felt a lil bit awkward but insas glad she could let it out of her head. Even though i dont have much faith or expectation in friendship anymore, i do feel thankful and appreciate that she still wanna be my friend. I dont know how long it ll last this time but i ll just enjoy it while it lasts and i wont have any regret later. I dont really express my feels to people. I hope they can see it through what i do for them.
... Its just that im often the person everyone replaces once they find sth better... So yeah .. Idk.
While i was stocking meds on the shelf, i realized my life is too short not to buy things i love and travel to new places. So i have a full shopping cart im bout to order, and im planning to go to klamath fall after finals. I usually like travelling by myself. Im not sure why. Maybe bc i like to think and relax in my own world. When i travel with other people i have my guard up so i cant really let my thoughts get lost in space. It doesnt mean i dont trust my friends or anything. I just have a very distinct world of my own. But traveling w friends are great too cuz you can share the moments w others pp.
My friend is getting a kitten tomorrow. Im so excited. Idk how she s gonna name it but when im alone with the kid imma call it Haru. Means spring. Haru ah~ :D eonni is very excited to meet you! Eonni s gonna call you Haru and its a secret okie?
I was also thinking of Domo, Mochi, Maru, Miru, ...Myunggie haha, but no, andwae == no Myunggie, ... Sunny- son of Sun hahaha, mochi is really cute tho. My counselor has a dog named cookie. My dog was Mino.

Its 3am and i cant sleep...