What does it feel like being a guy and having girls think that youre attractive?
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Its been awhile since i last drank alcohol. I went home and climbed on the back of my mom s car and lied there breathing in as much fresh air as i could, with music blasting from my headphone. It felt really nice. It sounds lonely tho. I didnt feel lonely, even though i could have. I felt great, nostalgic, but great, carefree, comfortable in my own skin, as if time stopped for a few minutes and everything else disappeared. There were only me and the cold winter air, maybe some stars, foggy night sky...
If one day i become rich, i may get myself a convertible so once in awhile, I ll sneak out at night and drive to wherever that doesnt have lots of street lights and snuggle up in the backseat with my husband.........ky in a huge blanket, chilling out and looking at stars.

I need to sleep now.