It snowed today :)
I went to troudale this morning and it snowed a lil bit after i got off the car. But after awhile i looked out the door and it was snowing a lot! The falling snowflakes were so pretty.
I was very happy.
I dreamed of grandma the night before, then it snowed the day after. I knew she could hear me.
I am very hungry right now...
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It s 2013 now. Wow.. just wow...
a year passed by in a blink of the eyes.
2012 was a very meaningful year.. I overcame depression and social anxiety. It was terrible. Such life changing experience. I forgave. I let go. I feared. I reminisced on friendships and knew who my true friends are. I got in touch with my inner self.. even though i think im still a bit lost.. I found a balance. I had faith, even with shaking legs and hands. I MET MYUNGSOO IN FEBRUARY AND INFINITE IN APRIL!!!!!!!!ARGHGGGGG ... I got to try taking photos.. Sth i ve always been really into since i was little. I said hello. I said goodbye. I saw the world from above. I got closer with some people. I drifted away from some people. I had my patience. I learned the reasons behind things that came to my life. I got my license. I bought my first music band dvd and cd lol. There are so much more but i cant list them all. I hope i ve grown a lil bit.
I spent the yearend snuggled up in my mom's comfy bed and rewatching our fav classic drama winter sonata. My dad was drunk and fought with my mom so i didnt want her to be upset or alone on new year eve so i stayed home. since I didnt go count down with people, i felt a bit lonely so my friend and i decided to count down on skype, but we, instead, spent the very first minutes of 2013 complaining about our life hahaha great start... Jk. To be honest have many things that upset me tonight, i guess im really sensitive and its not helping at all. But having a company is always nice. I should count my blessings instead of thinking about troublesome stuffs. I hope this year i can care less. The less i care the happier i ll be. I still have many things to say but im sleepy. So goodnight :) and hello 2013!
Myungsoo ah jalja~~ Infinite jalja~
