I dont know why i just had the sudden urge to be home on new year eve. Well..actually i think i ve wanted to be home every new year eve. idk like when i start a new year i want to be alone, no distraction. My mom ll probably make food if i stay... Or not.. They ll probably be fighting or saying random shit all night and ignore me like always.. But i dont care i just feel like snuggling up on my bed, listen to music or watch a good movie, or be on the phone, and sleep.
Sometimes i do think its not good that i dont try to socialize and meet new pp and all that.. just sometimes...