Are there people in the world who are also too quick to feel and too much at once?

Growing up I’m thankful for it.. Despite its sad sad core, I think it’s made me kind, and resilient, and empathetic. 

But there are days out of the blue when all those emotions rush back and I got caught in the moments. 

And there’s an elephant sitting on my chest. 

These days I practice making peace with stress and anxiety, the same way I did with those hollow feelings at 19 y/o that I couldn’t name. 

I stopped fighting it. 

I stopped masking it. 

It waxes and wanes. 

I still find joy in everyday, which I’d like to pat myself in the back for. 

I feel like I’m missing a life I haven’t even experienced yet.. 

I dont know what I’m writing

It doesn’t even make sense in words

Tonight is one of those strange nights

Tomorrow will be better

I’ll make myself feel better :)

I can.

“ It is both a blessing

And a curse
To feel everything
So very deeply.”

- David Jones