These days Im anxious. I talk in my head every night to calm myself. They said self compassion is also important but sometimes we forget about it. I watched Joe Hisaishi play Summer. I looked at him with his piano and I could see evidence of time passing on his features. But he played with the same heart.
Me, who has no talent in music, always find myself in awe with admiration and gratitude for the artists, the composers, the performers. Their creation, their crafts keep me going.
When pp ask what youre most grateful for. The first thing in my mind will always be that my hearing is intact..
I, too, would be thankful if I can grow old with the same heart.
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I had 2 really yummy fruit teas the past 2 days. Made me feel so good.
I listened to a new song I Build A Friend by Alec Benjamin today and felt a lump in my throat. Such a sad yet endearing song. It‘s technically not new. His voice really compliments this oneđŸ˜¢. It’s truly his song.
My cats r about to murder each other, at midnight.
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I wish i’m better at expressing myself. I suck in both languages haha
I miss the kids.. missing out on many of their stuffs. JK is really inspiring he really improved so much. This kid is crazy talented and diligent T_T
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Goodnight.
