I feel kinda bad everytime i think like that. There r probably people at my age that are going through worse.
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if only that fact could make me feel any better...
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and to add more stress in my piles of stress, i think my tolerance to my parents is at its end. to the point that i get paranoid hearing their voices or just knowing that theyre home... there r times i feel like im about to go through an emotional outburst as soon as they raise their voice at me or at each other. my self esteem drops to the ground. my head hurts constantly and my chest always feels so heavy.
I think i need a hug T^T
...and some bubble tea... Its so hot ô tô kê!...
