Friday, September 21, 2012

Started with laugh and ended with tears.

I left the house at 9:30am and came back at 7pm. It could have been a good day...

I talked to tammie and we cried our hearts out.

3:30am
Im lying in bed feeling more scared, anxious and lonelier than ever. things went so wrong. Im just so scared to make a move. If only i had some courage... I need courage...

I wonder for how long i can keep going on like this.

Everything around me is so messy.


"Jesus talk the wheel
Take it from my hands cause i cant do this on my own.
Save me from this road im on."