I called Meo happy birthday tonight. I had a pretty unpleasant day but the call made me happy. I think people should talk more often and text less. We talked about being 21, how crazy where we ve come to so far. We talked about guys, girls, gay, crushes, sex, birth control, parties, drunk minds and heart talks, trust and cheat, babies, married, divorce. We talked about all the crazy shits we used to talk about, like the old days. We realized how things have changed. Back then we didnt have to worry about whom to trust. Everyone played their cards open. Now they call us adults and suddenly everything changes. I never think being 21 is much different from being some sort of age. I think We re kids with lessons learned. And happiness changes people. And pain changes people. And thats pretty much it.

Have you ever had those moment when you just force close your eyes and convince yourself in a second that you were back to those teenage years? My teenage life kind of suck. But it was also amazing. they say high school isnt the place to find your husband or your forever love, its where to find your bridemaids. I guess i found mine :) 

Nostalgia.

Back then we called ourselves TQVD, and the meaning of that name, only we know ㅂㅅㅂ
Tammie was like my emotional side. Meo was like my wild side. Vinhan was like my inner fantasy side. when i was with them i felt complete. sometimes i think thats still who i am right now, emotional, crazy, dreamer.. Okay dreamers makes me feel a bit nauseous lol lets stick with fangirl hahaha.
When i was little i wrote some letters to the adult me that i have no idea where they are now. it was 12 years ago i think. jesus christ 12 years. wow.. :)
Im turning 21 very soon. I dont consider myself an adult. bc i never like titles. I like pp with deep thoughts, kind hearts, modest and matture way of thinking and behaviors. Anyone like that earns my respect. This post is like a drunk post i have NO idea whats going on okay goodnight bye.

And happy birthday. Lobe u.