Late night studying.

yes i should be studying right now T_T ... not here blogging

my headache is killing me. my sinus hurts so bad... to the point that i wish i dont have a head... hahaha silly.
autumn is finally here. my head always hurts when seasons change. but autumn color is the best! *im not gonna talk talking about how im gonna grab take my camera and run around portland to take fall pictures bc it looks like i never will ...*

i ve been feeling sick these 2 weeks.

flu season.

food-craving season.

late night max season.

emo season.

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2012 is coming to the end. i ve started to ask myself what i ve done this year.

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these few days i ve been a bit self-conscious about my height... i should wear heels more often.. then there's my tall friend patting my head T_T and said "it's okay it's okay you cute little midget T_T my mom 's like half size of my dad it's okay" :DDDDD ........... T_T

if only i was a few inches taller :<

*whatever*

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cant i be taller ...


slow jam for tonight: Infinite - With...
The first time i heard the song, i sounded kind of sad. But now i has this familiar, sweet, heartwarming feeling. i like the lyric a lot too :)




... it just feel so familiar..nostalgically. :)




and btw,
... i was happy, but i didnt really realize being able to meet you and seeing you make everything so much better :)
you're so hard working, youre my motivation and inspiration. i dont care if others say im silly. and i dont care if things will change. as of today, i know it's real :) 
it's always the most unexpected people at the most unexpected times in my life :)




사랑은




*Finally, I am sitting across from you, talking about things that only we understand.
I’ll be better, I’ll say it more, I’ll love you more.

We walked here together, we cried together. 
You’re the only one that I could never forget.
I will never be alone with you.

Like an oldtime habit, I look for you first
and you are always there.Good days and bad days will come.

Though I get weak sometimes and go to you
Will you understand me without a word?






함께 걸어왔고 같이 울었었지
좋은 날이 오고 힘든 날이 와도
가끔 나 약해질 때도 너를 찾아 와도
아무런 말 없이 날 이해해 줄래?

with you... :)