Its been almost a month since i got back to school. Longest yet quickest month ever. Classes r okay. I was being productive for the first 3 weeks and now laziness is catching up. These days feel weird... as if all my strength is sucked out of me. I ve been kind of emo. I feel like my life is kind of tasteless. But at the same time i still enjoy much everyday. Maybe bc this is my forth year that i sometimes feel like missing out. Sometimes i thought it would be nice to have someone special to laze around with, or just to take a rest next to each other in solid silence. Too bad myungpoop is out of reach, and my man with his broken gps is too busy working. Aren't we perfect together? you and your long time dead gps. Me and my blind as heck eyesight. Tsk tsk.
Moving on.
Im so tired today. I say im tired everyday out of habit, even though im not that tired. but today im real tired physically and mentally. i checked out this abs workout class yesterday and i cant even walk right today. I had this weird form of walking the whole day. took me 5 times as long to move from 1 place to another. :( its even so hard to get up or sit down.
wentto roxy to catch up with some friends earlier. Its been a while since we last dined out. it was very enjoyable. Im addicted to their sausage gravy!
i even lost interested in editting pictures and playing piano. this is not me... Or maybe this is me... at my downside.
It would be nice sometimes to have someone pick you up when youfall. Carry you on their back and sing you a song or tell you a bedtime story. . when i was talking to a friend of mine late at night awhile back, he told me a bedtime story that his dad used to told him when he was little. It was random and unexpected story. i liked it. My mind was calm and my heart was at rest. It felt nice to have sth out of my daily routines. I like the lil things.
My head hurts. My whole body is hot.
My hippo is staring at me all smiley.
I wish i had more blood flow... My circulation is so weak i freeze up every winter.
Im craving for greentea muffin. Gotta get some tmr.
Its 11 and i have hw undone.
Today should be my last day of procrastination.
aja!
I havent caught up with ANY of infinite activities lately im so depressed! Theyre one of the rare things that keep me motivated.
I promised myself im not hitting the mall till i get butt. Sad* i want new pants.
I ve switched to twitter more recently, since blogger is .. kind of too formal for random diary posts.
I have skiped church for almost 2 months?
there was this one hot guy in my microbio lab but he didnt show up anymore...
i ve just found out im highly attracted to guys that play piano well... Or those who own pets.. Lol not sure if its the guy or the pet that im attracted too..
okay..that was pretty lengthy. I should get off my bed and wash off my make up and maybe eat sth.. Or do hw..
