sometimes i wonder when someone says my name, what comes across their mind?
i wonder what kind of impact i 've left on someone's life
or there's none at all
sometimes i wish i've left some good memories to someone, or that i wish they remember sth good... idk... anything... my intention, how i made them laugh, how i spent a lil extra time on them bc i knew they needed it, how i sat with them in silence...
i wish they remember it more than they remember the bad memories i left, that i couldnt do sth they needed, that i couldnt be someone they wanted.